Learning of the day #32. Tension spike.

Today I went to airtel and then dam your way. When ever you go to the new place like that even maybe public speaking and all. For a moment there is a kind of tension. And then it relaxes, generally like 2 sentences.

Generally speaking, nobodies like it so people avoid it. Including me. In those tension spikes my breath disturbes chest there is a tension kind of things and it effect my vocal capacity so sometime the words stuck. And then there is desire for good social impression.

Then in within a minute that spike comes down and now you are kind of leading the conversation with ease.

Just keep observing it more carefully. And then observe that self judgment and desire to impress other people.