Learning of the day #46. Thinking vs doing.

Today I noticed I can do work like writing the book astavakra, listening to singer, reading books Sam Walton. But It was hard when I have to think about the sexual fantasy and how to get out of it.

What is this thinking. It is clear that it has more weightage. Just reading and writing does affect at one level but this is where it really matters.

First of all it requires the presence of the mind and holding mind on one point. There is a kind of effort. And then some time I can not comprehend clearly or the work seems to be below my expectation.

Ultimately you have to look at the situation and get the meaning. This is the procedure. And remedy. You have to look at the situation and understand it, and you have to keep doing until you have good understanding. It’s ok if you have not enough understanding, this will lead to the edge.

Is the effort drains me, I am doing it right now. And do I feel frustration when the process doesn’t produce the result. And is slow.

This actually is almost 10 times more benificial and required then any thing else. This kind of problem understanding and solving. Because one is affecting the intellect and another is on the level of observation.