moving slowly.

last week or so from dubai to delhi to pune, time is moving really fast and I can hardly keep up. let aside thinking and other stuff. I am somewhat in the position of put black into white. a lot of logistic work is being done ( fixing computer, new phone number, buying clothes and stuff, meeting people… ). the money drain was exceptionally high. definitely not in samatha. infect this is the first time I am sitting down and in postion to think, write and plan something. there is last couple of things which I will complete in couple of days. and than you are free as a wind.

but this was expected. changing your whole life in a week is going to be a bit of needle.

so coming back to real world. what I should I be doing after couple of days. the one thing I must need is a reset week. close all the connection. stop. and let it sink what have just happened. go through your old post. see the flow of your life. take walk. meditate. exercise. and just sit. move to rajas state from tamas. one week self retreat. if you want you can read gita. and that’s it. let the nature do it’s job and allow it to clean the goo.

what should I be doing in next couple of days. complete these logistics. so they don’t come into the way. when you start to work on real stuff.

 
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