Normative comptetion.

There are two different worlds for me the meditation, self knowledge, yoga, intentional living. For Akhil it is dinking, smoking and having short term pleasure whose way is right !! Fighting on these kind of things are stupid, ofcourse he sees the way he is conditioned. And I see the way I am conditioned or chose.

Generally what happens between me and J is we share our point of view on the subject. And learn from each other. With me and Akhil I don’t see Akhil as a vary trustworthy person. He seems duplicit. So often I don’t even listen what he is saying because I don’t trust his credibility.

One thing because we have a lot of history which created a kind of mess. So there is a lot of complex data. And I have listened him many time. And noticed he talk very superficously and lead to the path of speculative timepass. He and J was also doing the same, says the right thing but do not act that way. He gives the right answer which rolls like a judgement.

I don’t like that kind of behvaiour.