Selfless project. - why!!

There are so many selfish desires in me, well maybe all of them are self centred. Cometeing with Shantu and Bhai and Akhil. I don’t want to meet J because what am I getting there anyway. How would I enjoy intimacy when my parents however needy and in pain are at home. How can I make money out of those videos. Lin is not prefect because I don’t want to deal with her problem. The very presence of these thoughts are creating pain.

The good part is I am aware of these thought patterns and behaving in opposite direction. The better direction, readjusting the thoughts. I cherished when I notice Shantu’s growth. I met J and had a good time. I paid lin when mind was going other way around.

These thoughts are gold. Because they are giving me opportunity to first observe and release, and then transition into the purer thoughts.

The selfless service will help you to dissolve ego and self-centred ness like any thing. The way it will happen is it will give you the chance to deal with your self centredness as those thoughts arrives.

Then by pure heart serving other people gives true meaning and satisfaction in life. True contribution. This propel you in different plan.

Plant the seed and with graduality increase its intensity.