Social - Truth.

This is the one Sila that I am breaking, and it is in the mind.

Speaking the truth means, you speak what you do. I watched some femdom porn, I stayed with Lin. To speak truth me needs to do it while feeling the sensation of fear. This can be called courage.

Speaking the truth also makes you vulnerable and open for the attack of rejection and redicule.

There are different degree of maturity in different people. Me can have the different layer of transparency.

The me spoke the lie about staying with Lin to my family. The intention is the key, intention here is either fear or confusion. It is fear.