Spiritual recalibration - afflictions.

Anger, hatred, lust, such are the affliction. Sometimes it is because of natural [ fear ], most of the time it is because of some desire.

All the affliction has very strong sensation. It has such a force that it takes a a lot to just sit down through it, but I have done it. [ prachi’s case]

I wanted to be respected, prachi’s talk to me in wrong tone, and strong agitation arised in me, it totally loose the thinking strieght. It can not be handled at the same time. There is a strong urge to correct other person.

Same with the lust, the desire to be in a certain way has such a force that I checked images, which is something I haven’t done in ages.

So is with the fear, if I don’t know in advance, I am going to be paralyzed. The sensasbilty is out of door. The reality is totally tilted.

At the time dance it stayed for a month, I really didn’t want that to happen, at the time of prachi’s, it lasted for few hours.

If you can just sit through the experience, let other person know, give me the space. it will yield the highest benefit. If you can function sanely at the time of affliction, that is quiet a superpower.

Emotion + voice is what I am calling affliction.