The romantic relationship.
You are in the middle of process, be attentive and alert. With each interaction you are learning and growing. Even if it doesn’t feel very good, it is all opportunity.
There is another aspect of ignorance, and this is what experince does. Becasue experince is actually truth, you have melt your ignorance. Experinces until it completely dissolve all the ignorance should be the priority.
Your game is tight right. You are such kind of person. Direct, meaningful, open hearted, light, deep, simple, confident, intentional, giving. You like to good conversation, enjoy and escilate intimacy. comfortable in your skin, enjoy sharing, positive. Self growth. Reading. Tight. You enjoy going out and having conversation, making fun and laugh. And yoga and dance, and hiking and nature.
I am not the kind of person who wants to drink or smoke, and make fun of others, pretending to be cool, do intellectual conversation, live impulsively, proving, pessimistic, justifying and nipping each other. Taking advantage of other. Going with the flow, desrespectful.
There are people who enjoy hanging out with me and me too with them. Lin, Esabell, J, widow, Tejaswini, Mumbai girl. There are people who doesn’t The Mumbai zostel, shenaz… the more I have to hang out with the people who are not my type the harder it gets as it goes deeper. The more I hang out with people like the more fun and real it gets.
There is no drinking and smoking for me, no intellectual conversation. Or solving the worlds problems.
With time the attraction will melt out, and then life will bring both of these people similar and non-similar. With experince it will become clear, that interst or any ignorance with non-similar people will drop permanently, and people with similar interest will love everything you do.
You never compromise your values. You know your game, just play it. And let the life create the opportunities.
As a result, Swati, Kavita, Preksha drop down. But that’s good. Lin really got close, J became really good friend, tejaswani and Deepika found me very attractive. So is the with the guys. So if you get into the relationship, you will get into the right ones.