In its essence, the education is transferring knowledge, I learned to programme by experience, now I can transfer that knowledge to someone else. The art of transferring that knowledge is education.

In a unit form that is education. which when set by the right environment complete the package. If you can master the art of the unit than you can scale it as far as you can.

and then it is basically connecting the units to create fill education system. So intitally master the unit. and then take it as far as you can.

So If I stay here for next 10years. 20 years. I will be the pioneer. this is the first step in the right direction. Once you have experience here than the next step would be visible. But understand in the long term you will be the master of this field.

It is possible to completely reimagine the education system on all levels. It is meaningful and moving in right direction. It could be deeply fulfilling, In the process, you can live an incredible life as well.

I can master than I can see what seth is doing with online thing and how good life project is working. and then start mixing all this in the business. I can’t see how these things will pane out in the end but If I keep taking a step in front of another it is matter of time.

So, this is the initial step into the education domain. work is to create end to end education module, the full training system from interview to curriculum design to mentor and work with a team, the whole nine yard. This, in essence, is the core of any education business. so this is the one aspect that could be mastered. the different aspects are selecting people, work with the team and possibly lead them, mentor people. creating course.

The second aspect of it serving and karma yoga, this is the best place to do it. the selfless and expectation less work. working with the mind to align it. the everyday spiritual practice.

The third aspect of it is to get back to the programming. Remaster your track

The fourth is to grow as a team player and leader, take charge and responsibility and learn the business side of it. This is something new and will stretch you to the limits.

You will reach the point when your know without a doubt who are you. If this is the most important purpose of your life then make it so, prioritise on the TOP. Take a strong resolve and put all your effort and focus on it. This is what I am betting on. Make this is the goal and see how can you arrive at this place.

The second goal is to master the mind. I think as you go deeper in the awareness you will automatically be free from the mind. See what is being said about the mind and do it. Learn how to master it.

The third is your survival, make such arrangement that you don’t have to beg. You can survive financially.

To do this you need to know the people who are self realised. Or has spent better part of their life in this pursuit. Listen to them, ask them questions. See how they reached there.

Goenka Ji is clearly a person who has reached there. So listen to him. Practice what he...

1st degree purpose -
Self Realization, Master the mind, Survival.

2nd degree purpose -
Some kind of Long term meaningful work ( serving and passion ), comfortable life, Freedom, A good relationships. Constant self growth. Heath.

3rd Degree purpose -
Travel the world, Being rich and resourceful, Building companies. Impacting many people.

Current state is such that mind is if not directed creates havoc. The way mind work or at least the way my mind is conditioned it starts to lead to inaction. The emotions are strongly tied to the mind. It is loud and consistent.

The fight is not outside it is inside. And I have a complete control over mind. There are certain truth about the mind start from there.

I am in control not mind - Mind can scream or say whatever it wants but it is up to me to listen it or not. It is easy to give up. In that moment I loose my power over mind.

Confusion is weakness, clarity is strength - If you are confused your actions are wreak and unmanely, If you can act alltogether. When you are clear you are strong. If there is doubt it becomes paralysed. Even slight confusion in one area it wants to stop everything. It weakly try to do many things without any serious force.

Self centric vs selfless...

So in a way, I am aking myself to be clear about weather you want to be with lin in long term or let her go and let her find new relationship. and then question moves further If I don’t want to go further with lin, then do I want to go further with anyone.

If I continue with her, lets say without sex, It is nice for her to have some company and it is nice for me to have someone close. This arrangement is good. It will help us to know how does it feel to be in the company of someone.

If I put all the concepts and assumption away. It feels better around her. then commit to her this is what love is.

At this point I will not go for the cheap sexual encounter. and most probably I don’t want to go through the loop again.

Let nature play its part. Instead of me making all the choices. It is possible that you can live with her without the entanglement of marriage like a deep friend...

Marriage no marriage.
Relationship no relationship.
Lin no Lin.

At the moment I feel stuck and How can I make these choices. The default decision is an ambiguous no and poor self-esteem. The better than ambiguous no is a hard no. You will face a stream of choices like these in the life.

With Lin she has so many incredible qualities, resonance, sharing, she is a good partner, but she has a poor health, age and nationality issue. I feel good with her emotionally. Would I get in to serious relationship with her if she didn’t has health issue and nationality problem, I guess no. I would have some other issue again the problem is in the level of mind.

Do I want to be in a relationship or not. I think as I spent more time with lin It becomes more clear with experience. on the level of thoughts it is going to be conlficitng. then I feel at unease at the moment because I am in the realm of...

Work One Week Free:
You will get the sense of what exactly you guys are doing. See what value I can bring. Get the sense of culture and pace. Is it a good opportunity. At the very least you will wet your foot in the water. Throw yourself. Help them with reviews and curriculum. You will get to know what job is and how to work with a different team member. and build initial l reciprocity.

Talk To Konark: Appreciate genuinely his venture and your deep desire, market your past experience in technology and working in different firms on different levels and having contacts that can be persuaded, Tentatively tell him that you can take care of this side. then your current interest in teaching communication and health.

Value to Akshaya: GIt, Pair Programming. Technical expertise, code review.

Expectations: I didn’t worked out in my head, but I was more interested to see If I fit the culture...

Vipassana - This is a clear path, and easily accessible, GoynkaJi is a person who has gone beyond and is sharing it clearly, The idea is to observe the sensation of body and be equanimous in the presence of any kind of sensation and exhaust the samskaras. This certainly works. If you can actually do the practice. The foundation is sila, and end result is experiential pragya

Selfless Action - These Actions are done without any expectations. For sacrifice and purity, And if you can do it with the intention of welfare of others, it can bring the peace.

Jhana Yoga - Upnishad, Gita, Sutras and other wisdom tradition. Your intellect has no more doubt left.

Bhakti Yoga - Having faith and sense of surrender.

Nada - This is from sandeep that you are the sound and just understand this.

Keep your body and mind as healthy as possible, Have complete faith in vipassana and do it sincerely...