nitesh sharma

Professional Programmer, Introverted traveler, and Admirer of classics.

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Week #28 retroaspect.

In Rishikesh.

*spirituality *

  • every minute growing jappa.
  • mhatma gandhi.
  • how to live a good life.
  • thought transmutation
    • victim to learner
    • the value is how much one grew.

soical -

  • understand and re read 3% man.
  • the date with rosy.
  • the dependence situation at home.

physcial -

  • did yoga everyday.

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Movement to dating.

Calibrated movement on relationship ladder is the movement from attraction to dating. If I dont make a conscious effort in the direction, I can not expect to grow. And should not be expecting the kind of relationship I want.

The goal is to learn the process and grow in social domain, the goal is nither to satisfy sense pleasure nor expanding or protecting ego. But simply to learn. The mechanics of learning is simple.

The frame is to grow yourself and help other people to grow and make their day beautiful.

The layer of person involve the helos, beliefs and experiences, ego, and self, the value of person is in the transcends of these layers.

intiation and approachability - until you are very sure with the other person wants to be left alone, intiate a small conversation around what have you seen here, and what brought you here, with light banter, build the conversation for 2-3...

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Week #28

*spirituality *

  • ego happiness and transmutation.
  • intellectual happiness and transmutation.
  • every minute growing jappa.
  • mhatma gandhi.

soical -

  • understand and re read 3% man.
  • do further analysis with the lense of 3% man.
  • analysis on ego layer.

physcial -

  • auyrerveda and yoga.
  • yoga classes.

finance -

  • autobiography of Andrew Carnegie.

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Week #27 retroaspect

Movement to delhi to morena .

Social -

  • drew 3 percent man
  • exercises on what kind of relationship I am looking for.
  • quality of women I like and dont like and a letter of appreciation.

Spirtuality -

  • sense happiness and its transmutation.
  • every minute I am calibratedly growing mantra.
  • mhatma gandhi.
  • what is the next calibrated goal.

Health -

  • learn to make dow.

finance -

  • NA.

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The quality of exit.

Very high self importance and attitude [ the ego layer ] - some people has this tendency of self importance, like a child with expensive toy ( gunjan ) or someone who recently succeeded in some undertaking, or someone who is deluded in terms of self helos or others praise. What ever the reason this is the one clear quality that I would not like to engaged with zero tolerance. no bait, no justification, and cut the attention completely.

  • smoking, alcohol, drugs because it is cool.

Strong inscurties - emotional dependencies, very high attention seeking behaviour. No self confidence, or self responsibility, looking for securities, and product of others desire.

Only pleasures orientation - no desire for self growth and exploration but only into the fruits of pleasures.

Out of sync from reality - have understanding of the world completely out of sync from what it is.

Looking only for...

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The quality of adimration.

The Resonance - you know I love the fact how easy it is to talk to you, like you are on the same frequency as I am. And it is not even the mutual interst but the ease of connection. And I Love that. Feels so good. It feels to me as I dont have to try to communicate.

Playful feminine and physically attractive - You know you are very playful. I love to be around people like you. Just sitting next to you I feel like poking you with a stick. Its like you have a lot of life. Like a challenge. Dare to unnotice me. I am sure people around you love your company.

  • Age ( 22- 34 )
  • Sexualy active

A giver - you know you have a very giving and sharing heart. Which is opposite of having ego. This is why everyone wants to marry indian girl. This is the most beautiful virtue anyone can have. Having a giving heart. Although there is a world of difference between being a submissive and having a...

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The daily routine.

Morning - 6:15 - 6:30 [ affirmation of purpose ]

  • 30 min yoga | pranayama | chant.
  • 20 min of mediation | nostril and understanding.
  • 10 min of mangal matri | visualisation of the day.

Day -

  • 3 hr| 5 min aftermation.

Evening -

  • next day mediation + 10 min of affirmation of purpose.
  • while sleeping affirmation of purpose.

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Week #27

Spirtuality -

  • types of happniess and their value.
  • understanding bhagwat gita.
  • mhatma gandhi

Social -

  • draw 3 percent man and practical steps.
  • conversation analysis.

Health -

  • draw ayurveda and yoga.

Finance -

  • suggestion and reasoning on the subject of definate desire.

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Week #26 retroaspective.

Soical -

  • The ego layer.
  • The self layer.
  • The four pillar on different layers.
  • The relationship with mom.
  • Am I ready for relationship.
  • What I am looking in my partner.
  • 3% man.

Finance -

  • Think and grow rich [completed drawing]

*Health - *

  • Ayurveda and yoga.

Spirtuality -

  • Bump 04 Leadership.
  • Types of happiness. [ started ]

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The bump #04 leadership.

In last few days I slept a little longer, slipping in my meditations, not really know what I suppose to be doing now, or feeling excited about it, wasting time, an excuse of anyway I am moving to Delhi this weekend is on the background. The sharpness is diffusing, I am working but no urgency like no deadline, and than so much hard won habits needs constant watering to survive.

Sharpness is the function of clarity. For me the whole clarity is coming from the four domains, and every minute calibrated learning. The integration is building momnentum, creating a snowball, now every minute is big aspiration your faith and desire must be strong here. This has to be sharp and burning inside you. any sense of diffusion shows the blurness in your faith. Repeat it, autosuggest it, make it sharp inside your head. Repeat this every night for 3ominute. Say it loud. Say it with emotion. Say it with...

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