Doubts and Distraction.
But it is not like him ( Elon | Luice | AIB | Steve ) - the fear of choice, choosing one thing means leaving other things out. It is not as much I want to do what elon or steve or anyone else is doing, it is this vague, ambigious, assurance that I haven’t cross that option yet, that sense of safety, the path to mediocrity.
Lets imagin for a second that I want to do what Steve is doing creating iphone and awesome device how would I do it ? So I would master the art of slicion chip manufacture that might take an year or two, than software design on chip level, product design, managing endless people. Or what about elon am I willing to spend years to learn the depth of science ( like a learnt spirituality ) and than create the endless iteration on creating the toy. Is this sound like a good way to utilise the limited time of yours.
The truth is I don’t have interest to pursue these...