nitesh sharma

Professional Programmer, Introverted traveler, and Admirer of classics.

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The contexts.

Intimate-polarity a realtionship which intiates from strong attraction, passionate time together. The attraction originates from feminine and chances are the more feminine a girl is more attention in a way she receives and more wierd proposal too. This person could be somewhat bitchy. And egoistic. And non responsive. Don’t force. This person can also be very unclear and attention dependent. They are trying to grab the price. If you are someone they want attention from and not getting. They will start to qualify themself.

intimate-mutual-poarity -

intimate-sparks | value - this is when other person is somewhat like you. These conversations are easy and fun. And there is a common ground. Like esabell or these people could be in their feminine or mesculiene. A good realtionship can be originate here only.

intimate-interest | assertive - when someone you are not so much interested in...

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Control.Judgement.Ego.Disrespect.Assert.

Forcing their beliefs, their desires, their ideas. Demanding. Disapproving your opnion, your pursuits, your view of reality. Judging, disregarding, laughing, looking away, displeased. Advicing. Too eager to find the faults. Want things their way, afraid that they wouldn’t get it.

These people are in their head. Holding theri Beliefs too tightly. Too afraid to be wrong. Alone, closed. hurting themself. Making it hard for others to touch them. Blaming and controlling others so they can justify it all to themself , My heart is filled with compassion for them.

Let them give their negative feedback. Let them critise, let them justify it to their inner judge. There is nothing personal. Let it land and let it go. Do not waste your energies where it is useless to do so. Life is too short.

But if you are in the relationship of some kind, and the regular interactions are inavtibale then...

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Week #39.

contribution -

  • complete the website.
  • youtube video on talk + cc4.
  • andrew + opera.

connection -

  • assert track.
  • the context.
  • mastery of love.

spirituality -

  • the states | being on 24/7
  • tao the ching.

health -

  • know the anotomy of poses you do often.

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Week #38 retroaspective.

Spiritual -

  • the charm of self.
  • distortion of self | ego.
  • Where I am going.
  • NLP.

Social -

  • the assertiveness.
  • A clear goal of having intimate relationship by feb.end
  • Self.Play.Affection.Attraction.Seduction.
  • Share.Spark.Value.Experinces.Depth.Connection.
  • Distortion and Assertiveness.
    • Went on a date with ritika.

Contribution -

  • creating talk around fog to clarity.
  • six steps from seed of idea to reality.
  • interview
    • Called Teja.
    • create a website with landing and about page.

Health -

  • Added fruits. Experimented with removing morning tea and forcing in a place.
  • yoga.

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Share.Spark.Value.Experinces.Depth.Connection

A deeper connection. Belonging. Respect. Meaning. The point is to genuinely connect. Genuinely be valnurable. Authentic. And do it in a way that provide emotional support for other person. Not the poision we are so eager to thrust on each others throughts.

Understanding other person. Allowing them to open up. Give them acceptance. Give them space. Land a hand when it is appropriate. Land a shoulder when it is neccesary. In the world of selfishness atleast one Person they can trust. There is no beautiful sight in the world when someone open their heart, it doesnt matter what they do every single act is beautiful .

Allow them to share their embarrassments. Their story, their mistakes, their suffering. Their fears. Their journeys. Let them share their experiences . Allow them to show their struggle. And then let them know they are not the only one. Open your heart show your blunders...

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Where Am I Going!!

Some times I can get too close to detail that I distance from the larger picture. Without larger picture it seems to become mechanical than inspiring. Where am I going exactly ?

Almost an year back I was really lost, it shrink my heart to recall that I was becoming trapped. I was eating garbage. My life was function of others desires. I was working on the most meaningless thing in the world. Not being able to communicate was tearing my heart apart. I was alone without a clue. i was hustling though but almost no time and map to get out of it. Everyday a little more deeper in the hell. Helpless.

I lived this year. I did what mattered to me. I learnt what matter to me. I was inspired. A book after another book, an experiment after another experiment. Than another book. A poor conversation. Than a better, than a meaningful. Than another book. Than I start drinking more water. Less...

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Week #38

Social -

  • Self. Play. Affection.
  • Distortion and Assertiveness.
  • Attraction and Polarity.
  • Depth and Connection.
  • The Different Context.
  • A path of navigation and what I am looking for in intimate and companion.

Spiritual -

  • the charm of self.
  • NLP.
  • Yoga Sutra.

Contribution -

  • interview
    • 2 person who are in the fog.
    • 1 person who has clarity.
  • write down the talk.
  • create a website with contact me page.

Health -

  • look closely your energy and add fruits.
  • yoga.

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Week #37 retroaspective.

Contribution -

  • the subjects of speaking.
    • contribution subjects myintterst | others problems | the tracks | a better life | snapshot of my life and journey | others stages | for whom | the first draft of talk.
  • think and grow rich [ with steps on contribution desires. ]

Spirituality -

  • the unlimited power.
  • listening to satipathan sutta | Tao the ching | voice of knowledge | gita.

Social -

  • Polarity | the way of a supirior man [ meditations ]

Health -

  • Yoga.

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Week #37

Contribution -

  • the subjects of speaking.
  • taking first step in talk| interview | website.
  • think and grow rich [ meditation ]
  • andrew carngine.

Spirituality -

  • charm of self [ post ].
  • always go for kill [ post ].
  • the unlimited power.
  • listening to satipathan sutta.

Social -

  • Polarity | the way of a supirior man [ meditations ]
  • Depth [ 36 question | honey ] [ meditations ]
  • Assertiveness | Assertiveness workbook [ meditations ]
  • Self and play [ post ]

Health -

  • Yoga.

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Week #36 retroaspective.

Contribution -

  • Clear manifesto
  • Guidelines for product maker fit [ medium post ]?
  • The obtacle of ego.
  • Talk ( focus | options | steps )
  • Interview ( focus | type | guest | steps )
  • Website ( foucs | niteshsharma.com | metainsightNetwork | steps )
  • Manifesto | talk | interview | website and steps in one line.
  • Researched Leo.

Spirituality -

  • The crystal goals of 2017.
  • The happiness of moment.
  • Toa the ching.
  • bhagwat gita [ meditations ]
  • Four agreements and Andrew carnage

Social

  • Building healthy relationship [ medium post ].
  • assertiveness workbook [ meditations ]

Health

  • Yoga class.

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