In next 2 weeks, I wanna be able to take the decisions about all things that matters. and should be clear about path ahead.

Another thing is I should reach a point of the place where when I go for the meditation I should be free from any kind of conflict. and should be completely and unidirectionally focused on the Vipassana.

Instead thinking, you actually work with your mind and see what is causing the chaos and solving it that way. No books, no videos. Just real mind and working with it.

Knowing clearly that I am not the body nor I am the mind and firmly established in that truth. Knowing this clearly. and knowing the truth of what I really am.

Your actions genuinely help some people, who needs help and their life is better because of selfless deeds by you. With absolutely no expectations of return of any kind.

Washing out mind with and not engaging in any mental action that produces lower outcome. Constantly doing the right actions.

There are a series of voices as they come and go. A lot of desire. and both side of them, There are a series of emotions. This is the mind. And one or more of this thought becomes action, On this level there is happiness, and confusion and all the things. On this level there is a solution, This is where the noise of the mind is. and you need to find the solution here.

The question is there is so much noise that mind creates and it is uncomfortable like loosing, is there anything that needs to be done here. or just acceptance is enough.

The other challenge is the action, what should I be doing… These impulsive thoughts are the ones I am acting against.

First, make the strong resolve that I will work with this.

The next task is to choose on which desire I want to work upon. In terms of actions where I would like to direct the energy.

Then you have a certain degree of strength and it...

Congrats.

Life is in its own way is perfect, I couldn’t ask for more. I am growing in my meditation and spiritual practices. I went through a great deal of Vedanta. Pratices were strong, I was doing 3hrs. + 1hrs. Still kind of strong and from tomorrow the marathon of meditation will start. Another great thing is there is a very strong self awareness and self correcting mechanism. There are also these doubts that are getting dissolved. There are these habits that are getting purged. I am getting to the point of.

I am not in control of my mind, but I am getting there and I am getting there fast.

Health and yoga prartices are strong and getting better.

I am in a relationship with Lin, Yes it is not clear. but nonetheless it is a beautiful experience, my social skills are strong. a lot of stuff got purged away in terms of social weakness.

My technical skills are strong and getting...

Reasoning-
The solution uses recursion to handle infinite-depth lookup within directories.

Time-Complexity-

• The solution looks within each subdirectory and checks for each file, that means for n number of files, it grows through each file once. There are 3 assignment and 3 function call within each recursive call - O(6n)
• There are one assignment and one return call in find_files function. O(2)

Worst-Time-Complexity - O(6n+2)
Worst-Time-Complexity of order = 0(n)

Space Complexity -

• One recursive call which creates a function frame for each function call - O(n)
  • One output list for storing values of matched string - O(n)

Worst-Space-Complexity - O(2n)
Worst-Space-Complexity of order = 0(n)

Reasoning-
The solution uses:

• A hashmap to store frequencies of characters since it allows constant time get and put operations.
• A sorted list of Tuppels which acts as a priority queue...

I am getting these great windows of opportunities. There are things that comes automatically in the mind, belief is kind of power, the belief in the old habits are constantly weekening, yes the thoughts bubbles up, I am getting older and then competitions but there is less force in them and, ofcourse there is less force in the whole voice altogether.

There is a losing tendency to do something about discomfort. There were the red bull girls, preksha telling story, infect there is this sense of thrill of experience in the moment. Yes, there are things that trigger these emotions and reaction happens.

There is also a moment when I am learning and it becomes uncomfortable by discomfort I mean a judgment starts to happen and that causes uncomfortable feeling, now I am completely capable of changing the judgement and continue, or continue regardless of judgement.

There is another thing...

When I perform well. Mind becomes happy and excited even abusive. Focus on constant growth.

Even in the evening after full day of work, I can feel very energetic.

Mind says so many things which doesn’t need to be taken seriously. It changes any way. Constantly.

Avoid getting attach to result like getting further interview in Blinkist and focus on clear consistent and efficient learning.

I also felt the need to add the element of fun and ease.

For the next one month I will dedicate time to the data structure Andy algo.

The body needed some rest so I gave it. I learnt react and redux, and Aprokshanubhuti. Need to get more inspiration on

Clear, Consistent, Efficient Learner.

I woke up on time. I did react and learned it, went through the process of hustling and truly learned. The challenge of the mind was failing and becoming serious, and comparing with others and saying that I am old and all.

I learned the leadership, and feeling like I am not doing it right. While it is basically the learners starting.

I also did aprokshanubhuti.

I felt a bit sick. and turmoiled mind.