Work.

• go through JS basics.
• Js. Algorythims.
• Js. Patterns.
• Js. Metalist. Apply to creativeLive. Search job on Linkdin and apply. One video this week. How to start on education domain.

Social.

• Running meet ups
• engage in Ayana more.
• how to network.
• more meet ups.
• dressing better.

Spirituality.

• karma yoga.
• daily morning and night 40 minute vipassana

Health.

• 5 yoga class
• cook

Daily routine.

• wake up at 6.
• Ayana in the morning
• cook breakfast/ eat outside.
• 9:30-12:30. 1:30-4:30, 5-8. Work
• dinner, LOD, meditation.

Whatever you feed will increase. So you will have 2 thoughts lets be sexual and then lets leave it. Whatever you chose will be fed. It is easy to leave a thought with just a little emotional discomfort not only discomfort but the promise of good feeling. If you keep leaving them, you will have good thoughts continue them. Let’s leave the thoughts. This will keep building momentum.

So it is like I have the power, I can take it from something and put it somewhere, wherever I invest It will grow.

At this point I am quiet a self centric being. Everything is originated for my self interest. I need to normalize it and this will be the focus for next year.
To pratice compassion.

I start to donate and I will practice compassion in this year and grow in it. As the momentum start to build I will also add things. At this moment donation and serving at vipassana centre is enough for next couple of months.

The things in the life is going to keep changing. Today it is struggle, tomorrow it will be glory, and then it will be stability.

There are always two roads. To give up to the hell or rise up. The more you give up the deeper in hell you go, the more you rise up. Well the more you just rise up.

Your primary goal should be how can I grow the most today.

You wake up at 6 and go to bed at 10. And in the between you grew as far as you could. You do project after project which challanges you.

The current situation is such that voice is becoming more and more loud and demanding and loosing confidence in me. I am getting this sensation in heart which can only be called fear.

I have no clear direction of what is right thing to do. Even though I am executing something everyday, it is clear that it is not coming from the place of strategy but place of fear.

The sense of self is poor, the petty things are overtaking the space in the mind.

My habits are getting all loosed up. I am sleeping late, waking up late, not cooking much, not meeting people, and with every iteration it is getting worse.

I need to work on the mind to master it. If I have any shot to get where I want. I need to go beyond it, change it, master it. Do whatever necessary but do not run by it.

Know who am I. With the experience I need to now who am I, what is the truth of me, what are my quality.

To not waste the time, and to take the step, properly calibrated, in the right direction. Without any waste.

The share, serve and learn from other people. This is necessary to lift up from the realm of ego.

To have a daily routine where I move forward with maximum intansity or live fully at the very least.

In an ideal situation you are progressing in every single moment in the correct direction, without a single second of buffer. You are not wasting time. Such a precious time.

Spritually, I am on the verge of breakthrough. The border I am standing on is the foundation of mind and beliefs. And retrain or releasing them, and then make it aligned with truth. The focus and the practice has to be here. Done right this could be massive.

Socially, I need more experience in terms of relationship. Than i need to practice all the things that I have read book by book. See how can you practice them. Then I need to start serving. I have to do that more. And learning more in terms of leadership and teamwork.

Work I sincerely know and lock down the next step. And implement.

Health, continue cooking, systematic course on yoga, yoga TTC.

And I need a morning to night routine to keep myself extremely...

You need to realign your understanding and belief with truth. You have to understand it, experience it, repeat it over and over again, until it becomes the belief itself. You have to practice it.

Meanwhile your mind is going to keep suggesting all kind of things. Pull you in all kind of direction which you need to be able to ignore.

This process is not going to complete overnight. It will take it’s time.

You also need to atleast setup basic worldly life.

There is this process of automatic thought generation, if I take action based on the thoughts, the thought can become abusive or praising, these are all coming from the knowledge I believed in.

Drinking is bad, sharing is good both are just beliefs and become criteria to judge myself.

If I am not doing anything I feel like I am wasting time, If I do something and leave in the middle I feel weak, and If I do something and don’t measure, I feel like I am moving in wrong direction.

The foundation has to be truth. Weather it is align with my belief or not it has to be based on truth.

How do I know the truth, it has to be repeated over and over again, and true for everyone. Or it is direct perception, or must be someone wise and verified by experience. And If unvarifed than you must be willing to leave it.

What is this thing called networking.

Yesterday I met this guy, very interesting. He wasn’t listening to me, although very interested in telling his story and maybe not intentionally but clearly in a way disrespectful. He was venture capitalist something suppose to be very important.

One of the key point here is that there is clear possibility that when you connect with other people they can be disrespectful or uninterested. This is just the given. And once you connected they could also be needy, deepika. Or the guy at bikaner. Stronger the connection the more demanding they will become. The connection here is of the leadership.

Than there are connection like J. There is commonality and there is sharing and support.

Than there is connection like lin.