When you see your actions are not taking you in any productive direction, know what lead to that and stop doing that. One this is the waste of the time. and then it is useless. The solutions are really not of any use.

WIth every action there is a self image is being updated and build. Sometime I feel I lack it and sometime I am beaming with it. Every action affects it and the knowledge and ignorance underlying affects it even more.

The most important quality personally for me, is this, in every moment it should be crystal clear what is the direction I am moving forward in. What are the goals need to be worked upon, and then having capacity to actually be able to do it in a very focused manner.

There is a very interesting emotional taste when you are growing. There is a very familiar voice of self judgement after that. That voice needs to be turn into the voice of deep appreciation.

There is nothing more beautiful than this taste this is the taste of the growth. First being comfortable and then being hungry for it.

One of the primary quality that is essential to cultivate and is counter to the path of least resistance is the quality of tolerance.

The current habit pattern is to give up as soon as possible, the quality ask you to push as far as possible. The giving up early is directly co related to poor self worth, it is not even poor self worth but the self image of I am the kind of person who gives up early.

When you give up not easy and continue hustling ofcourse nothing gives you the boost of confidence and self image shines.

Tolerance is the quality that you continue moving forward, things are not so comfortable to your maximum limit.

The training starts when things starts to get uncomfortable. You need to say, I want to see how far I can go.

Surrender - This is the one where you kind of surrender to awareness, In a way you let the life be expressed through you.

Live to evolve - In this approach, your primary reason to live is to evolve as much you can. In all the meaningful direction.

Selfless service - In this approach, you have no self motive, and serving others where your service means a lot to someone.

Balanced life - Different aspects of life all in balance. Health, social, spiritual, work.

Mastery - Living to become the master of the crafts you are into.

Purpose - Living for the meaningful purpose.

Desire - Living to fulfill a desire in your heart.

Spiritual - Dedicating the whole life for meditation and spiritual growth.

Allowing life to manifest - Allowing the life to shape you.

Sensual life - sensual life, undirectional living to fulfill others life, a life full of suffering.

What would you like to be, given that you can become anything or anyone. What are the qualities and values defines you.

I am a consistent learner. growing in a very productive way every single day. I am also very compassionate person who helps anyone who can use the help at the same time I am also smart enough to distinguish the people who are taking advantage of others and even though I feel compassion for them I still don’t engage with them. And I can deal with them, keep them accountable.

I am consistently growing in the most effective direction. There are two component, most effective choice and most effective effective process of learning.

Most clear person, I am the most clear person ever, In all the situation I know what is right and what is wrong. I have a very selected and focused pursuits.

Basically independent, I am basically independent, I can do all the basic required...

In morning one hour session, Explore the mind. There are two aspects of it, being aware of the patterns of the mind. and playing with mind. and running different experiments.

Experiments contains. visualization, affirmation, NLP etc. resolving conflicts. learning from the past. Rebuilding attitude. Making sure what you are doing is crystal clear.

Default to reversing back and seeing the pattern, over and over and over again.

What I am concern is with starting up the process of change. It is a big project so it has to be done step by step.

How can I start to transform it permanently?

One, you need to have some kind of big picture. and then you wanna choose where you will focus.

Master and compound the growth.

There is one or more, likely one, central theme, konark wants to build bussiness, someone wants to be a programmer, someone wants to master itself. someone librateted. someone wants to buy a house, follow yogananda’s order, living a simple life, moving to abroad. All kind of possible ways.

What is my central theme.