Now this is going to come automatically as I start to continue on the road but you must need to act from the place of your stand. You need to verify your understanding and then stand firm as mountain. Not to impress anyone or to justify to no one.

Being defensive or changing your instance is not a good idea and you should always have freedom to walk away. you need to know the truth of it, and you can not allow other people to run all over you.

The another thing is you need to accept the truth and make sure you are not justifying it.

While I am going through this course which will last for another 4 weeks. I can invest heavily in learning programming which I am already getting on the verge of solid grasp and ofcourse you have some responsiblities, fulfil them.

Don’t do anything else just extremify these. currently I am doing deployment, go through all the way. and then learn more about networking. you need to go through java and python ecosystem. you wanna go through the AI ecosystem and then there is web clinic things, then there is english grammer.

• Learn the deployment and devops.
• Learn more about networking.
• Learn english
• AI and blockchain ecosystem
• Java and python ecosystem
• Data science with R.
• Go deep in react
• Learn human readable code and patterns

I don’t have a strong grip on any belief. my mind is very easily being influenced by anything anyone is saying. I know it is the matter of time, even by the end of the year, I will be in the state where I will have complete control over the mind in the sense of what ever is my past conditioning I will surpass it. and this small egostic need will also be demolished.

At the place of this I will have a very strong set of beliefs based on truth. This process I will go through this year.

If you are working through this process, prioritize meditation and sink in the information related to the mind because your mind is very fertile.

Let this mind work be your centre piece and increase this awareness. ofcourse there has to be the patience

Our behaviour is nothing but sum of my habits. It is just the right knowledge that is important, otherwise I can subscribe to new habits very very easily. a new set of beliefs based on reality.

I am extremely aware of the voice and sensations. It is matter of time I will be stop affected by them, these varied set of beliefs and can come up with one unified manner of thinking.

Vipassana is incredibly powerful to release the grip of the mind, Every time I am little bit more aware.

I can see my shortcoming or the habits that are holding me back. I can see that I can make a choice to do it differently. and actually do it.

It is as simple as knowing what is the truth of something and then being capable of doing it over and over again. Can you find the truth of it, and can you persist against all the temptations.

Now truth and solutions are cheap and readily available. you don’t have to solve these problems, you just barely have to find the right solutions and integrate it. although you also need to be brave enough to accept the reality if it is ugly as well.

The constant meditation practice and retreat will get you to the point where you will have strong awareness of the content of the mind and maybe reality beyond it, you can be very strongly and firmly establish the choices by awareness.

The foundation of relationship is mind, if mind can live by it self, there is no need of relationship. It has to be grounded in understanding of the mind.

The work is first the survival by bringing value in other’s life, you can choose the category of this other, beside survival and comfortable life, you can drastically help some people.

Health will help you keep in a good state of body.

The field of awareness is this, there is going to be series of thoughts and emotions. Now the things you care about make you unstable, the thoughts will constantly change and they are mainly centered around past impressions, and desires.

There is insane amount of power if you like to exercise it. If I know what I would like to do in the middle of all this chaos I can choose. I can decide something and I can keep my attention next to it.

So you can actually create principles you live by, and slowly slowly you are changing the structure of the mind, against these consiciosuly chosen element of reality.

If the mind is nothing but the set of process then conscious choices has the highest weight.

You can choose these principle from the basis of facts and other peoples experience.

This is the way, regardless of what I believe is true, there is a truth behind everything, knowing that truth and using it as a guideline to keep yourself close to it is what is the most valuable thing I can do.

Knowing the truth with fact and experience is the best thing you can do.

If you don’t know the truth, moving with the full speed is senseless.

Know the truth, stay close to it.

Imagine doing one meditation retreat every month and then spent rest of the time to get more clarity. Complete mastery over mind. Until it becomes obvious how mind works and it is under your control.

On the other hand you have completely realigned your belief with reality.
absolute reality. Extreme growth in the realm of the mind.

The first thing I need is momentum. You won’t be able to change all your conditioning today itself. but you can work your way through.

So for today if something is bothering you in the mind, you need to be able to trace some of them to it’s root and change the root knowledge.

The second thing is you need to know something about moving forward.

Third just work hard today and leave around 8.