there is a difference in the way people see the world, you can agree, disagree, respect, make fun and all. The key idea here is people are living in their own reality and pursuing the goal accordingly, some will make fun of others dream, some will laugh and reject and all. just having this awareness is great.
For weekly course, you need to do 3 hours log.
The idea that comes to my mind is what I am doing currently is the base and I should start with baseline principle which is I can save 10% and I can use 10% for the serving. and I am not going to leave the job unless I know what else to do and keep updating myself in all the direction unless It becomes clear what I want.
Don’t see it as I will do after this, start from here and see how can you move forward from here. logically.
One pattern is what diganta and amritesh did, They publicly say how they admire you and then may be even add somethings which are not true. The worst case is when you add more to that, or not correct them when they add something more than you know. Stay as close to truth as possible.
Then yesterday when I was taking session, I was trying to prove srikant wrong, In a weird way impressing others by showing how intellegent I am, when you made a mistake, acknowledge it make sure you are not doing it for the sake of impressing and saving the face.
8 th July.
15th July.
24-14 Aug.
By the end of this cohort
15- 1st Nov. Will be the next cohort.
So this is the area of work, Continue building the skill and learning and growing in that sense. See stay here untill you know what is next. then go do the next thing.
there will be change in understanding with vipassana also.
after here you will have following options.
Stay here and ask him. what to do for the next time.
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At the moment I am massively updating myself in Javascript and programming. In next 4 weeks I will have a solid come back in terms of the a programmer.
There are few doors open with this.
So mickensy and Europe both are full time jobs with atleast one year lockdown. In both of them I will learn and grow a lot and I will be able to build a strong network. The freedom will be compromised but security, direction and different level of challenges will be there. It will give some degree of stability to the life.
Coparate training and consulting will give you the freedom and finance, I can continue Vipassana, Yoga, Travel the world. and on my...
FACT-
So yesterday I ask vekatesh to do the third graph using nodejs and api. He was again talking to other people so ask him to sit alone and solve it by himself. He created the express server and then was stuggling for the wrong string, I helped him with the wrong path. and then he was able to convert the string to Json.
then I ask him to make a test file and one js file write a function sum and test inside js file. module.export to export from this file. he was able to do it. then export sum is not function and it is an object.
then I just sit with him for an hour. after a while he solved it using stack overflow. he still don’t get it.
then I ask him to pass the test. and he start to write the test in testfile and he is again stuck. then start including index.
Then I ask him to implement first Graph infront of me. he was doing pretty good array. Why are you writing the next...
The husk of this is to tell something untrue to impress someone. Telling german girl about party. mom telling ramlakhan. than other person has all the power of rejection. there was something similar I did with that Australian girl. you are litreally saying things to impress other person.
There is a kind of pleasure in competing and winning and there is a kind of pleasure in acceptance.
Then there is this aspect where I am not really lying but I am telling the highlights I am an actor to impress someone. The underlying intention to get this sensation of pleasure and it is also feeding the same.
When someone make the facial expression of rejection, mayank, I feel bad, because of the same. if someone is unimpressed it feels bad. akhil.
If I express whatever I am, I will feel a little bit unease. atleast at the beginning. because of the apparent rejection. it is again just opening the...
In the realm of spirituality transcending and training the mind are the two fundamental goals. Weekly courses are the way to train the mind.
In the realm of the social there are these deep samskaras of competition and acceptance. Every inch of me knows this is the trap but the habit is such that I keep doing it anyway and suffering because of it.
So much I pretend so people praise me, the small deflections to look good. It actually promotes this spirit of competition. Mind become agitated because it wants the praise and it is getting not so much.
I am getting back into the rhythm and balance also sattvik qualities seems to be increasing.
Spirituality - I will be doing my vipassana practice on time and seriously and then I will start the weekly course this week. It is very clear what needs to be done.
Social - I am getting more and more clear and I will brainstorm through this week and see how can I engage in it in a meaningful way, I will start a course on acceptance this week.
Work - I will focus on programming track of react. and better mentoring
Health-
Routine