Spirituality -

• install fortifying routine.
• setup the routine before sleep.
• the voice of knowledge.

Relationship and communication -

• implement Tushita + trek and dine streams.
• post on mastery of love.
• being an ass.
• the existing relationships.
• the the community.
• the relationship with dependent and independent people.

contribution -

• developing market strategy
• collecting info.
• conducting market reasearch.
• creating long term loyalty.

health -

• massage course
• yoga sequence
  • stimulating.
  • standing balance.
  • forward bend.
  • arms.
  • cooking
• chapatti + dry aloo.
• zeera partha + raita.

Contribution

• marketing management ( first chapter )
• know what matters

Connection

• know what matters and stream
• meditation on mastery of love
• from Judging and reacting to observe and learning
• other lives their life I live mine.

Spirituality

• fortified routine
  • the path to prosperity

Health

• yoga sequencing
• cooking ( steaming ! Setting up the kitchen )
• massage.

Others have their dream. I have mine. Maybe others
are projecting the images, chasing the lower desire and wrapping it up, justifying with idyllistic arguments. Maybe they are genuinely pursuing higher goals. Or maybe it is their denial system speaking. Others dream are theirs to live. Others dharma are theirs to perform.

I live my life from my core. Designing my life the way it is aligned with me. And will satisfy me. I had to follow my dharma not others. I don’t compete. I live my life the way I suppose to live it, I don.‘t think I would have any satisfaction if have life of any Elon musk or Amir Khan. I respect their dream but it does not influence my life.

People believe their dreams are the way things are, and they presude and force and seduce and threaten to protect their ways. How can I take it personally. Ofcourse I contemplate the good advice and integrate of they are...

Other people are living their own life, maybe pretending, maybe real. How does it make a difference. Why are you wasting your intellect in this. Even if others are prentending out of fear, why are you taking it personally ?

It is an old habit, a denial system I created in the past to protect my lack of social skills. But that’s not the case and it is just transitioning phase.

When someone laugh, talk, kiss you don’t need to judge them. They are living their dream what’s wrong with that.

When the habit kicks in. Instead of reacting observe your sensation and then let it release. Observe and listen what they are talking about. You might learn thing or two. Learn to listen without prejudice. Struggle and master this art.

Vipassna retreat

Spirituality -

• vipassna retreat
• uncentered by storm of health and ritual disbalance and new place
• leading while I am uncentered and overwhelmelmed
• speaking truth even when it is hard.
• meditation on Bhagwat Gita.

Connection

• realise how others mood affect the transfer of love and everything
• open up while people of getting close.
• family relationship especially with mom.
• appearance upgrade

Contribution -

• marketing management
• idea of writing clarity book and quote Facebook page pop up in Vipassana

Health

• recovered.

Contribution

• marketing management
• know what matters
• brainstorm next step

Connection

• know what matters and stream
• meditation on mastery of love
• relation between dependent and independent
• relation with mom

Spirituality

• setting up ritual and current practice what can be add and refine

Health

• learn cooking
• yoga sequencing

Short-week ( Mon - Friday ) in train.

Contribution -

• the current strategy.
• sp. knowledge required.
• resource to get that knowledge.
• begin skillshare + marketing management.

spiritulaity -

• Jim carter.
• Mahatma Gandhi.
• Self -reliance.

Connection -

• the mastery of love.
• the relation with mom.
• the practice of blossoming relation in stream.
• the yoga workshops.

Health -

• the cooking learning map.

A vipassana retreat. And then I will be moving to Dharamshala.

Here is few goals that I will direct my energies.

Marketing - I will be cultivating my broad understanding of marketing by throughly going through marketing management.

First course - I will be offering first bite size course on how to handle critism on skillshare.

Relationship - I will be involved in daily stream and open for a passionate relationship.

Sadhana - I will be implementing 1 hour morning practice to fortify my garden and work on it.

Cooking - I will be learning to cook. The fundamentals and will cook my dinner everyday.

Massage - I will also be attending course on message.

If I go, I will complete the retreat in 10 days, gaining a little more strength to stand firm in front of the urges of mind. And misdirections of it. Little more grounded in front of the chaos. My health is currently recovering and I am sure with in matter of days I will be fully recovered, especially if I feeded a good Satvik food. And rest. And I will also gain a lot of strength from observing this as well, even goynaka ji discourse with cough.

If I don’t go I will probably move to Dharamshala, even though I don’t have any strong goal at the moment. I will quickly set my routine and start working.

I think it is better choice to go and do vipassana and than move to Dharamshala.

There is a difference between the urges and understanding and the personal power has taken hit with the little sickness or so I think. Rendering me somewhat like a victim. There is a sense of aimlessness with drivelessness. Is it tamas ?

The urges are very strong but this is very temporary too. Your job is to allow it to pass without really giving into them. This is the time to be strong. Face and the challange face to face.

There is so much pull towards acting. But every action is leading be down. Just sitting is quite uncomfartable. And there is a repulsion from the important task.

Maybe it is the medicine maybe something else I can not seems to think clearly.