Following the repetitive nature of passion, passion and sex for the enjoyment is not the good thing and I am not interested in such. Sexual misconduct is also not my thing.

Only reason for me to do the sex is for health and reproduction and maybe because of pleasing the other person.

For other person the sex can be far more important than this, the only reason I would ever do is because of the fear of social.

I will never even consider sharing my life with ritika, preksha, harshita, namarata, kavita. One thing is there is a fundamental make is different and resonance itself is missing.

I don’t know about damini, and J. I don’t know them deeply enough, there past, maturity and spiritual aspect all together.

She is good human being in general, she is not the kind of person who thinks of revenge and all. fairly simple and loyal, and has good consensus. She is very healthy eating habits, She has a good self awareness and understanding in general. She is very imaginative. On her level she understand the spirituality.

She is very compliant. and had very hard time to say no or express herself, when she talked to me it looks good, but when she talked to others she seems abusive, She keep things to herself, and has a lot of hidden expectations. She can be easily influenced by other people. She has surpessed a lot and that is affecting her health. She had a bad pragnency episode, her father died and she didn’t process it, her mother seems to be quiet abusive. She says she has health problem but it is really the supression she is going through. She can keeps things to herself and make it look like...

I met her in a1000yoga. A smile, a genuine smile and the connection starts to forge, I took her to the MTR, me liked her, but me also was in the zone of playing games, and experiencing relationship with hook or crook and also get it done with this sex thing. I enjoyed her company, she enjoy mine. the me was excited, She gave me the letter and I kissed her, and she gave me the surprise. and then I stayed with her for few days, had sex, she went back. Me told her me didn’t want to she her, me felt the pain of the heart broke. She tried to contact me and me acted as a jerk and closed it.

Me took her to cafes and dates and she loved it, she cooked food and gave her things like umbrella. bottle, and cookies.

After spending some time in innov8 and all, Me saw her post and ask if me can met her. she is being shy and letting people run all over her. she says yes and I went to her home, slept...

Should I read her mails.
Should I continue on the path of this relationship.
Should me terminates.
Do I want to be in the relationship.
What did I learn about relationship.
How relationship affects spiritual aspect.
Lin or other women.
Sex and sexual misconduct and passionate life.

The relationship aspect comes in me and the mind world, and it is kind of the way of arrangement of life that creates somewhat favourable story. It is wether me living in it’s own world or me sharing the life with another me.

There is a possibility of having a spiritual life where me is completely consumed with god and doesn’t care of anything else. or there is no me left. In any manner it has to be explored first the total understanding of the me, world and god.

Being in a relationship requires a lot of time, growing yourself in meditation requires a lot of time, working requires a lot of time. In this...

The connection I already built, it requires energy to nourish them.

Can all the relationship be utilised in a way that leads to better structure of the me and the mind, can this interaction be good for me and good for other me. can there be possibility of collaboration.

You are going to meet the people who are not going to be aligned with the direction you are travelling in and will be interested in backbiting, idle speech, who enjoy badmouthing others.

It is also helpful to see things from others point of view.

Is there an element of joy in meeting lets say J, Sometime it was very engaging and those thoughts are now in the mind. It may be helpful to divert your attention.

There is a tuning when you meet someone.

The two mes meeting with two different stories with their deffects, meeting people also kind of help you

Living in isolation doesn’t sound good, living in isolation...

The romantic relationship are too close. It can be a sevear hinderance for the spiriutal growth and can be very strong in terms of mental stimulations.

One of the thing that went off with lin was she had a lot of expectation from the relationship, and she had no perticular personal goals. She wants to be a yoga teacher, but it is not that she really wants to be the yoga teacher in that case unwillingly I became center of her life. And she endup having a lot of expectation from me.

I end up not caring about her at all and only caring about myself. She is like a little child who needs protection and direction. Also because she is not speaking much and asking for the much, I did most of thing keep my comfort in mind and didn’t care about her.

She took too much work on her and later she started to regret it and did it unwillingly, I could have atleast clean the bed but I let that on her.

The one element of speaking truth is, check the intention it should not be fear or greed. Me shouldn’t speak lie because it is afraid or it wants to deceive someone to gain something. Generally the reason of speaking a lie is fear.

Once you spoke a lie then there is a strong need build a structure to make it true that takes a lot of mental energies.

On the other hand it makes you vulnerable, the attack of disrespect and redicule.

There are things like watching porn I will redicule someone else on the level of me, and I am also doing them, and then there are things I will not redicule but someone else will.

In an ideal way you should always speak the truth and people who can not listen you should let them go.

I don’t feel comfortable discussing this with you.

Speaking truth also force you to face all your attachment and lies. and it will free you from unnecessary mental...

Me doesn’t do any thing that causes harm to other people and do not take unnecessary input in mind like information related to some movies and all because than you have to process it.

There are certain attachments, attachment to acceptance, praise, reputation etc and than there is a fear, same about the body of a women. These distraction leads to playing with heart.

Me should practice, letting go of any social thoughts manuplation unless it is done deliberately.

The way I interact should support the spiritual growth. How can I interact with the world in a way which is align with quietning the mind, letting go, helping me to build the principles.

With the principles I want to build the social code of conduct for myself. so I don’t have no doubt there, what to do and what not to do.

How to manage already existing relationships with akhil, j, family.

How to manage relationship with Lin.

Should I watch sandeep and Micheal videos.

Speaking truth and relationship with Lin are the blocker.