The most important aspect of work is finance and the freedom it allows me. Another aspect is demand and supply. And the nature of competition. Work also gives you the power. There is time frame require to get good in something. Then there is environment which can be conducive and non conducive.

The first need is that you need to have enough money for survival and should be able to skillfully make it more. then only anything else mattes. More money can provide easy resources and power.

The only way to make money is to bring value in some way.

Money can be used skillfully to earn more money.

There is law of competition and demand and supply is in the play. Almost for everything there is going to competition to bring value.

Every skill takes time to become mature.

There is an element of freedom and commitment.

There is an element of flow.

The goal is having clear experiential understanding of inner life, rebuilding the structure based on truth and facts and practice it, and seeing what masters are trying to tell. Not building the model of realities based on reading.

The central practice is vipassana, the contemplation based on reality and resetting the structure of reality and practicing it and only if I am aware enough it makes the sense seeing what masters are suggesting.

The goal is to have the extreme experiential clarity on inner life and in a way sort it out.

The vipassana is the key practice, If I don’t do this I will be sucked up in the realm of the mind and ego. If I continue doing it, it will be the matter of the time I will be free.

The second most important thing is to resolve the conflict of the mind based on daily interaction and then practicing the new way building a better habits and foundation based on truth and principles.

And then the third one is to read the scripture to help see from the point of view of the master here the meditative state is most important.

Doing vipassana is the most important, resolving the conflict is the second and seeing others wisdom is third.

Vipassana will provide clear, experiential knowledge without the doubt and conflicts which has the highest weight on the knowing the truth and rebuilding the mental...

Vipassana works, It has eradicated the lust from me, my degree of internal vision and my level of awareness is keep increasing, The person who has given the teaching is in clearly in higher state with no self motives, Taking carefully this in iteself is complete path and can take me to the final goal of full libration. Just doing your practice with patient, faith and consistency will be the most beneficial step.

The question is how to practice vipassana in most effective way, not just a lot of vipassana, but most effective way.

The second is the knowledge of others and validating that knowledge, bhagwat gita, who am I.

The third is directing that awareness to resolve.

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Living on the level of the intellectual conflicting ideas is not the good idea.

Direction will always be founded in four domains.

The number one priority is to grow spiritually. knowing who am I, having clear views of inner working, and clear code of conduct, the knowledge is aligned with reality,

The second priority is to keep your health solid. Learn yoga, maybe some degree of cooking. Eating healthy food.

The third is the work, here the first thing is finance, freedom and people I surround myself with etc.

The fourth is the social life. A social code of conduct, relationship with lin, relationship with family, the being timid.

From yesterday I am hearing all kind of suggestions from the mind, these are very rapitative and these are not me at all.

They are more of the vocal machanism of desires.

Since yesterday I have heard I should do the job and should not both sides, and plenty of suggestions around dressing well etc.

The voice has no power and it is changing anyway, it is actually a mechanism to know what kind of desires I have.

If I act mindlessly out of them I am feeding them.

There are two wings of taking the decisions, one is the direction you have chosen and the other is the knowledge based on which desire is founded.

Direction is clear and knowledge is true than there should not be any hesitations.

If direction is clear and knowledge is not sure if it is true. than take the best educated guess,

The massive shift in the me, I felt the silence of me, I felt it won’t help me, I felt excited me, I felt begging desired me, I felt afraid me, I felt resolute me, I felt selfish me, I felt regretting me, I felt excited me.

Wow that was some shift in me. there will be more me tomorrow. I can increase the number of hours of meditation to handle the mes with sense of calmness.

You can take the decision based on principles given you have taken this decision in the presence of the calm me.

I will work on this tomorrow.

Here is the strong determination, I will go to the depth of self understanding and do whatever necessary to get to the point where I am extremely clear. I am not going to do a work, get into relationship etc.

Know who am I, what makes me work, and breakthrough. I am done with this I kind of actions.

The discomfort of sensation is telling me here is the opportunity. if the mind start to protect and judge or start to feel low self esteem feel it. and know it is the imaginary ego and its false model is being hit, let the experience fully sink in and pass.